so :leggomymegg0: tagged me like a million years ago.

1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal (only I don't tag so yeah).
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

1. I get really worried really easily. I think I'm a much more awkward person online than I am anywhere else, and for that reason I don't have very many online friends or converse w/my RL friends very well online, cause I am just constantly afraid that I will say something wrong.
2. I'm in a rather depressed/worried mood right now which is probably effecting this journal.
3. I really loved working at the day camp I used to go to this summer. The community there is amazing, and even though I'm not as religious as most of the people there I still felt like I could connect w/them.
4. The one thing I am more afraid of than anything is shots.
5. I probably take these things a lot more seriously than I should but I want to be as open as possible with the world when it comes to my emotions. I don't think it's right to hide anything. And I'm being really hypocritical because I hide my emotions much more than I should.
6. I hate my age. I hate being at this point were people are like oh, you're only 14. You shouldn't be thinking about this kind of stuff, shouldn't be doing this kind of stuff. Why should my age ever matter? Why should it ever be a reason for people to look down on me?
7. I want something I create- music or art or writing- to change somebody's life one day.
8. I don't feel like this is at all a good representation of me. I'm not usually this sad/angry- I'm a really lighthearted person. But writing this has helped me. It's like a weight's been lifted off my shoulders.